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Cantik nombor tu, kan? Yeah. Tepat tanggal 16 Mei bersamaan Hari Guru- hari kita yang ke 1122. Lama tak? Lama tak aku simpan perasaan sayang aku dekat kau? Lama tak aku tunggu kau datang balik? Lol okno. Lupakan.

With you, I can be free 'cause I know you love me (not). You'll never judge anything I say and you'll let me be. Every feelings for you I make sure to show. You are the smile on my face if I ever feel low. You're a person who is the best, so true and kind. Your love and soul took me 3 years to find.

Yet the whole time you were standing in front of me.

Yet to the world around us, it was so obvious to see.

In my heart and mind- you'll always be a part. These feelings continue to grow to the love of my life. You are my sunshine who took away all my strife. You are my eternal life, the smile of my soul. Its your presence and love that keeps me whole. You are the dream I see every single night. A love between you and me- I must hold tight. Let me come into your life and I will show you that I care. Like an endless dream, I'll always be there. I know you're busy but please make time. You need time alone, and some time to think. Let your feelings out. Forget about the past and look to the future. I'm not trying to pressure you- just wanted to let you know that I'll always be with you.

To be honest... since you're gone. There is an empty space. The world is not the same. There is a lonely heart. Nothing is like it was. There is a heart that bleeds. I'm not the Fiz who I used to be. I go back to the places we've been- it feels like you're still there. I live in all those moments again, wishing you were here. There are memories all over the place. Bringing it back all so clear. I remember all those days perfectly. I follow you steps. The traces disappear- we know what we've lost when it's gone. All day and all night I've been thinking of you. About what would you do- hoping that I can talk to you tonight. We're apart from each other and you're all I think of. I long to see your eyes and smile. Eyes that sparkles like precious gems. A smile that lights up my heart with joy and love, like the Light of the World shining down from Heaven.

Forgive me if when we're together, I can't stop adoring your divine beauty. Even though you don't tell me you love me, I know what love feels and looks like. I often think I'm the luckiest girl in the world, but God constantly reminds me that it's not so. It is His blessing, not luck- for me to have someone like you.

I'm thinking of you,

Wondering where you are,

Is heaven a nice place?

Did you pick your star?

I know it sounds lame,

But we talked about it one day,

And I'll never forget it,

In my heart you will forever lay.

I've got this memory of you,

The last smile you set free,

When you reached your goal,

And got to be what you longed to be.

The one last thing,

That you worked so hard for,

I'm still so proud of you,

But I wish you could do more.

I ask you, why?

You left with no explanation.

The time when I said that,

"I Like You,"

You are so unsure,

So you said, "I Like You Too."

I wish you had never,

Let go of me.

I can't take it that you left,

without any single trace.

But I know I can't be there.

And I hope you know,

That I will always miss you.

And that I'll never let you go.

Happy 1122 days together (not). Selama aku kenal kau, kau memang buat aku bahagia. Thank you, Faiz. For being the one, even though it's just for awhile.