Thank you for always being closest to me even when we were in separate zones and separate stages of life. Like you're in Johor, I'm in Rawang. Thank you for not letting us get split by dumb facts like distance or time. Thank you for never giving up on our friendship, for never shrugging and being like “Eh, things change, people change” and drifting away vaguely because we’re victims of circumstance. (Thank you Google for this phrase! I can't explain this using my own words you know I suck at expressing my feelings).

Thank you for taking care of me in every way possible, for being there when no one else wanted to be and when you didn’t even have to. You never got mad when I didn’t call you for weeks on end because I was too busy, but you were right there to pick up my heart-splinters when things predictably shattered. You were and are there for everything. Every time I had a fight with Wawan and his friends you're always by my side, backing me up. You don't have to do that for me, I want to protect you I don't want them anywhere near you and throwing hates at you

Thank you for being a different friend than everyone else, different from my other friends. We're always dressed-up as twins dalam Pico and I really love it. It's like I am you and you are me, no one can break us apart. I still feel like I can do anything with you and it won’t suck. Thank you for always being fun even when we’re not having fun. I know being with me can be boring sometimes all I talk about is maybe... fikri? Heezul? Why do you even put up with all that. Whatever the reason is thank you so much I love you a lot

Thank you for not judging me when I did something really stupid, but also thanks for telling me I was an idiot and shouldn’t do the stupidest thing. Without you guiding me to the right path, I wont be this 'mature' today. Remember how we used to always fight with our Ameba Pico buddies? It was dumb as fuck. I don't even wanna go back to that phase ever again. But still Im sorry for bringing you into the fight you know you can just stay behind and don't come out, aku taknak diorang kutuk kau juga.

Last sekali... gosh my grammar.. terima kasih sangat for being genuinely concerned with my life and always listening. Thank you for telling me the things no one wants to hear and sparing the bullshit advice. I'd jump in front of a bullet for you. For you. FOR YOU. I'd do anything for you.