I need memories. The image of you loving me is fading away. I can't see your face, the love is being forgotten. When I had this crazy cycle of heartbreak- duh. I tried to hold onto you- but I couldn't easily hold you.

I long for the days I uselessly tried to wish you away and erase you. I miss the scars from back then. I want to be in pain because of you. Is it weird? I want to shed tears. Is it bad? Now my heart is dull and there are no tears left to shed.

I miss the times I laughed with you. I can't forget it like this. I love you too much to forget. I can't easily let go of you. I'd rather go back to the past. Hold you when you were leaving and say I love you, I should've shaken off reality and flipped our fate. I can't let you go like this, I'll never let go. Even if I lose you, I can't ever forget you. To make it forever, I'll love you not with my heart but with my head.

Though you are not by my side, I'll remember the you of the past. I'll love you once again, I'll think of your eyes, your smile, your everything..

The fading sight of your back grows blurry. Just.. why did you have to leave me? My worlds crashed down in just one moment. I should've hold onto you, I should've begged. But you're already gone. Time has froze in just one moment. You're clearly the one who left, but I'm more sorry.

My love is a precious memory of me loving you. It's alright even if everything breaks down. Because in my head, in my heart.. I have a lot of memories to remember. If you ever want to come back some day, even if it's a few years later. I'll be waiting.