Pain The Love Of Heart
Monday, December 31, 2012 | 6:00 AM | 0 comments
The name, Hezzul Hanif is still lingering around my head. After he left, my life feels empty. He's not here to comfort my lonely heart. I can't say anything; my heart rots away. You won't know my hurting pain.
My heart is tearing apart. Where are you? What are you doing? I can't do anything- time passes. Whatever the reason is, I'm sorry for everything. What do I do now? I need now. All day- I seems like an insane person. The cold wind blows but, I can't accept the fact that we're not together anymore to be honest. The whole town is filled with our memories and I don't know why.
Why is farewell be the answer? You left me like the wind. You're the one who made me like this. I can't say anything- I've never felt this way before. You're different from other guys. Am I that easy to you?
The end of our love is goodbye, at the same time- tears fall. Another typical love has materialized. It feels real. There's always rain in the breakup scenes. Am I living in some tropical rainforest? The long night's loneliness, autumn and memories. Why do these always stick around?
I draw out you- who left. Tears keep falling but I wish for your happiness anyway. But.. where will you find a nice person like that these days? I force a smile and awkwardly face the world without you. I try to be cool, it feels like the same but it's different. Not even the moon will know this feeling of goodbye.
I broke up with you on a sunny and dazzling day. It's even worse that rainy days. Because I can't hide, even my smallest expressions. The feeling can't be described with those typical breakup songs. This feelings of losing you- sighs.
How do I go back comfortably, turn on the tv and laugh? Can't I not think about you and just fall asleep? Love can't just be created right away. My emotions are different fro others. This feeling can't be described with those typical breakup songs.
