" I Love You "

Many times when we want to express our love to that special person, there are no words that come out of our mouth and we can even feel like as if we were drowning in a sea of deep feelings that we cannot express, which is why is you go for something written like a note, you will be able to express your deepest feelings and easily get to the heart of your loved one.

Hezzul Hanif.

He is in my mind now and I want to write it down. When I look at his picture, I feel my heart beat faster and I cannot describe the happiness that invades me. Your love has turned my life around.
I know tomorrow will be better than today because of him. He have given a real reason to my life, and he is my owner now. Trust me when I say he is my ideal mate, I say it from the heart. My life revolves around him and I cannot conceive living without him. He is the most wonderful thing I have lived. All my love for him, soul and heart.
He is my reason for living and my great love. Expressing our love with sweet words will make it grow even more. You have my word that I had never felt anything like this for anybody before, and I am very happy that you are my boyfriend. I hope this letter makes him understand how much I love him and think of him.

So.. because today I was so bored.. I came to Zul's room and he's there alone, decorating his room. He was so busy decorating so I just stayed quiet and just look at him moving the furnitures around. But he ended up picking up it all- which is I don't know why LOL.
I am there as always missing him a lot and although we see each other every day (virtually), I would really like to spend even more time with him. And it is because I have realized that he have aroused deep feelings in me that every minute become larger, and that is something I love because it makes me feel completely happy. So, I started talking to him. I tried to make the conversation longer by asking him a lot of questions such, "have you eaten?", "what are you making?", "are you hurt anywhere?", "are you alright?". I asked a lot of questions that I don't even remember what I asked.

But then... silence fills the room as he started getting the candles out and decorate it as a word. The words are " I Love You " which surprise me so much because.. he rarely say those words to me. Neither did he express his love towards me. It's so rare and I was so.. happy and touched.

So then we talk more and more, and we ate too.

Like... this was our first date, ever, and I really love the way he expresses his love towards me.

If I had one wish, it would be that my feelings for him are matched because nothing would make me happier in the world. Since I met him, I have changed completely and became a friendlier, happier and hopeful person and so I want to thank him for he have made a big change in me just with his presence.

Please do not deny me the joy of being able to see him and share wonderful moments with him. That sweet look that you have and that cute smile light my heart every day and so I am willing to do even the impossible to win his love. He is the most wonderful person I know and I want to treat him as such. I feel a deep and great love for him, one I have never felt for someone and so I could not help but tell him through this note. Now that he know that I put my heart in his hands waiting for a reply.

Thank you for today, Zul ❤️